Tegbir Kaur Week 11 - Due Tomorrow? DO Tomorrow!

It’s 9:59 PM. A small bead of sweat trickles down your forehead. It’s now or never. Fingers shaking, you type one last word and hit Submit, your half-finished assignment no longer your problem, at least, not until it is graded…but you obviously can’t think that far ahead. 

Exhibit A? Twenty four hours ago, when you could have been working on the assignment, you chose to test your reading speed with a random video on YouTube (about 800 wpm). You doom-scrolled and discover a podcast critiquing the economic, social, and political conditions that shape the world of Harry Potter (Critical Magic Theory). Twenty four hours ago it was all about “living in the moment.” “I’ll be wiser tomorrow,” you said. “I’ll do it tomorrow.” 


But what if tomorrow never came? 


Granted, if you were dead, the half-completed assignment would be the least of your worries (unless you were Hermione Granger—then you’d be turning in your grave), but you get my point.


How many things do we put off until tomorrow even when we cannot know for certain if there ever will be a “tomorrow” for us? And is that truly hope or simply arrogance?


It’s easy to get caught up in our lives and forget that there is a ticking time bomb. The most important “due date”—our very last deadline. Swept up in the daily buzz of our lives, we can’t imagine that we will all once experiencing a last, dying breath—extremely suddenly or maybe with months to prepare.


If we are fortunate enough to experience old age, maybe this concept will begin to feel more real. Maybe only the gray hairs and the tired knees can force us to think of each heart beat as potential to do something, to be someone. Because, by then, we see the deadline looming overhead. But we’re too exhausted, weak, too beat by life to change anything.


The possibilities of what we do with each day given to us are endless. But we can’t keep pushing them away, thinking they’ll turn up again tomorrow. They probably will, of course. But one day they won’t.


So why don’t we save ourselves the misery, the regret of knowing there is too much we wanted to accomplish but never did? Obviously, it is not always that simple—sometimes enjoying the small things in life gives you an inner satisfaction that school or work could never. So maybe today is about trying to learn that balance. The balance between making the changes you want to make in the world and simply living.


It doesn’t have to be about using every second of each day dedicated to work, work, and more work. It should be about living today so that we can go to sleep feeling proud of who we were today.


Especially in adolescence, today is almost always about thinking of the future. Thinking of tomorrow. But we forget that tomorrow can’t happen without today. That today is the only assurance we have—the rest is up to the universe. Meaning that today is the most powerful; every today is the most important day of our lives.









Comments

  1. Hi Tegbir! I love this blog a lot. I’m a dedicated 9:59er, and when I submit my assignments slightly early, my boyfriend calls me a “noobcrastinator.” This has been my life for an embarrassing amount of time, and I am trying to change that. I like the conversational and satirical tone that you have to this blog and how anecdotal it felt, and the stylistic choices for this blog were definitely on point. I also like how I can feel your love for Harry Potter despite you not explicitly stating it. It’s great that you really reminded us of being grateful for being alive, and I really especially enjoyed the sixth paragraph. Probably my most favorite paragraph in a student blog. The existential dread and doom was really satisfying on this one for me, and I like how you really have asked us to take ahold of our lives before it slips out of our hands. Thank you for emphasizing the power of today; it’s really refreshing. Also cool that you use Notion too, yours is so aesthetic haha, mine is kind of simple. Thank you Tegbir!

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  2. Hi, Tegbir. I really like your narrative on the importance and power of Today. I have read so many people write about the importance of spending your time with the best efficiency disregarding any or all feelings remotely related to having fun and enjoyment. I think that when people live in the moment while also acknowledging their short existence they are able to reach a blissful balance that could change the entire way they think and perceive the world around them. I also remember once that I had to submit a CE and I submitted it at exactly 9:59 PM and it was such a close call, I literally thought I was about to have a heart attack that day. This all was because I decided to take a nap and scroll on instagram before falling asleep and found myself writing a whole essay in 1 hour and I was rushing through it, to complete it. Thankfully I finished, but next time I will try to get stuff done early just like these comments.

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  3. Hi Tegbir, I was going to make a joke about how you are stressing on the importance of avoiding procrastination but posting a blog a few hours before it is due just to realize that you turned it in three days earlier. Before I start reflecting on anything and acting like a philosopher, I would like to acknowledge the energy and dedication you have to organize and follow your notion, because I change the theme start of every quarter just to forget about it until the next one comes around. I guess this is what you were talking about: overcoming the plaguing thoughts of living life on the edge and as a procrastinator instead of getting up, making a to-do list, and following through. I love how you gently guide the readers into the idea of stop being lazy and being active instead, avoiding the existential dread and heart attacks you get when you do things right before the deadline. Thank you for the beautiful reminder on the importance of today and the notion that I might die anytime soon so it is better to finish homework now.

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  4. Hi Tegbir! As always, your writing style is so vivid and immersive. I love the way you drew me into your blog, before transitioning to your main point! Given your focus on death, I actually live with an oddly morbid view of it. Perhaps the news forced me to confront my mortality early, or maybe it just hit me in the face one day, but I have been living with the idea that I do not want to die with regrets. This idea led me to come out and is the main reason I find myself so confident today. Still, it feels all too easy to slip into countless worries about school and work, which I love that you discussed! Really, there's no good way to choose one over the other. I'll probably stick to what I have been doing lately, taking things one step at a time, and enjoying my time here as much as I can.

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  5. Hi Tegbir! When I saw the title of your blog I knew I had to read it because I am someone who always procrastinates on work and it usually results in the quality of my work being pretty poor. I really like this blog, especially the humorous Harry Potter references that were made towards the beginning. I like how you took procrastination, which is a problem that many students suffer from and made it more powerful by comparing it to us getting older and running out of time. You are right about the possibilities of what we do with each day that is given to us being endless, and I most definitely agree that we can not keep pushing our goals back even though I am extremely guilty of this. I always push important things as far back as I possibly can until I am forced to do it and that just ends up putting me in a very tough position with a whole lot of stress. This is something that I hope to improve on and your blog is definitely a step in the right direction because it has given me a different view on procrastination and its effects. Thank you very much for this blog.

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